Monday, April 14, 2014

1st Preparation Day in the MTC!!

First, an editorial note - This is Mollie's dad and I am going to catch up on all of the posts that I should
have already done for Hermana Johnson! I guess I am like the barber with the bad haircut because I
do computers for a living, but this is the very first blog post I have ever created! My apologies to
Mollie for not doing this before now. :o)

Now, on to the posting!!

February 13, 2014

Family!!!!! and friends and to whoever else reads this!!! i cannot believe it is already p-day! and please feel free to ignore all my typos... i am a terrible typer and speller and i want to get as much down in my limited time as i possible can!!!

Okay yay i'm alive! the wait was pretty hard but p-day came and i made it through!! oh and i totally guessed it... i am in an ALL sister district! ha! 8 total.


Okay so i guess i will just go through each day and the highlights from them and then i will talk about the big stuff like class and my zone/ district and companion.  

Day 1

Alright so basically the first thing we did was get a giant bag FULL of books and stuff so that was scary... i am going to need to send home a lot of stuff haha.  okay and then we basically went right to class! ha! dad i just thought of you and how you said you doubted we would do that but we did and it was crazy! our teacher pretty much only spoke to us in Spanish the first day so i wanted to cry but it was okay.  

That night we had this meeting with all the new missionaries on west campus and it was like a giant missionary lesson with one investigator.  it felt so real and was just incredible to see everyone trying so hard to help the people with the troubles they were having, using the gospel.  the coolest part was in our last room (we worked with 3 different people) and he asked us how do we receive answers from God and we kept trying to explain it but it wasn't coming across so then finally he asked if we could say a prayer with him.  he asked this sweet little sister in the front and then everyone all at once got down on our knees to pray with this man.  it was so incredible and i was overwhelmed with love for the lords children.  

later that night we met our zone leaders and our sister training leader.  (they are great) and we just had a little get to know you meeting and then they took us on a mini campus tour.  One of the Hermanas took 4 years of German.... crazy right!! so she was really great to talk to and she helped me a lot. she leaves this coming Monday and i'm so sad to see the older district leave!! 

Day 2

things only got harder... but we had a district meeting with the Branch presidency and they are the sweetest!!! it really helped to lift me up and to remember that this is not about me and that i need to just remember that the Lord called me to do this work.  Also i learned that our worst days are actually some of our best because they give us the opportunity to come closer to Christ. 

Day 3 

okay so this was my break down day... after dinner we were all studying trying to plan a lesson for our investigator and i couldn't feel the spirit at all. i was so lost and confused and just really down. I felt like alll people said about the mtc was how close you come to the lord and i had been feeling the furthest from him then i ever had in my life.  so when i broke down mi hermanas tried to help me but they quickly realized i needed a priesthood blessing. so Hna. Naut went and got our Zone leaders and they took me into an empty room to get a blessing.  okay so these Elders have only been here for 4 weeks and the Zone leader is a convert of two years.  They were so sweet and kind to me and just listened to me and what i was feeling so they could give me a blessing.  The blessing was probably one of the best i have ever gotten. I knew it was the lord speaking to me through that elder. there was no doubt in my mind.  he assured me that i was doing all that i needed to be doing and that by being in the mtc i was proving myself worthy of my calling.  he answered all my fears and doubts.  it gave me the strength i needed to keep going. the next night i realized that the lord put me through that to teach me something.  So there is this talk called "Sunday will come" and i kept thinking about it because everyone says once you make it to Sunday all will be okay.  so you need to read the talk to get this because i don't have time to explain it all. but the lord set up a parallel with my experience and the experience of Christs apostles. so Christ was killed on a Friday and his apostles had there darkest hours that day and they had never felt so far from him. my break down was on a Friday.  and i still struggled through Saturday but when Sunday came everything was better. and when Sunday came for the apostles Christ was resurrected. now that may seem a bit of an extreme comparison BUT i know that the Lord did that on purpose. I NEEDED to know what that felt like (being cut off from the lord) even though it was only a few hours. I needed to feel that so i could better understand the people i meet who are far from him themselves.  it was really amazing and i will treasure that experience forever.  

Sunday

Sunday was amazing and i will have to hand-write a letter about all the amazing things i learned cuz time is short! 


Monday 

i realized that things really do work out! not when we expect and usually not when or how we want them to but they do!

Tuesday we had a normal day but we got to come to main campus for dinner and devotional! and i realized that i really do love our little west campus! it is so open and free and we get to walk a lot which is nice cuz it is so hard to sit in a class room for 9 hours a day!! 

Yesterday we finished teaching our investigator Andrea.  we taught her FIVE lessons in all Spanish... it is crazy here. and no i am not fluent yet and i know i wont be in 5 more weeks but it is coming! line upon line, slowly but surly.  it is shoking how much i can understand. i definitely understand more then i can speak.  but i just need to trust in the lord and his timing!!! 

okay so i'm sure you are dying to here about my companion! she is super adorable and she is from Utah! she is the only sis. in our district not going to Mexico Cuer.  she is going to.... SCOTTSDALE!!! say what!! you have to meet her!! how crazy right! she is awesome. we are total opposites which is good in a lot of ways but hard in others. but hey we cant learn if everything is just peachy all the time! our strengths definitely compliment each other so i know we are meant to be comps for this time in the mtc! 

my district is a bit crazy because putting 8 girls in a tiny class room for 9 hours each day is a bit much.  but i am learning a lot from them. 

we have gym time everyday after lunch and i thought i would hate it but i actually really love it!! we always play volleyball and it is actually really fun! it is definitely a much needed break during our long days of study!

meal time is kind of boring but that's okay. there is always plenty to each and the food is fine. it's not moms cooking but it will do. 

our zone is really great and a bunch of them are leaving this Monday so that is really sad but i know it will be our time to leave soon enough!! 

we laugh a lot and have lots of fun. but it is very hard. i didn't believe people when they said how hard this would be but i do now. i know that if i was doing this for myself or just because other people wanted me to i would have already came home. but this is not for me and it is not about me. i am so thankful for my conversion to the lord and to Christ. I love this gospel and i know it will get harder from here but i also know that the lord is on my side and that we literally can do all things through Christ! 

much love and Blessings-

Hermana Johnson

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